"I'm Here to Help"

(A Star Kid Speaks Out)

B Y   L I S A


I apologize for this being rather long-winded; I could literally write pages and pages of stuff about being a star kid.

My view of the mission:

It sounds so hokey, but calling it “the mission” is really the only way that I can get a lot of people to grasp what I’m trying to communicate. We’re highly spiritual beings; some teach, some mentor, but all of us are out to help humans evolve and quit destroying the Earth Mother.

It’s sad to think that many people still don’t quite understand that She is a living thing, as are all the organisms that reside on Her.  It’s also rather disturbing that people aren’t aware of what the Native Americans refer to as the Web of Life; that all things have energies/vibrations and all thoughts and actions, regardless of how miniscule they may seem, travel through the web and have a direct affect on everything else. It’s essentially the butterfly effect or the ripple effect, but the effect isn’t just on the physical plane or just on Earth but rather spans through the universe and all levels of existence. 

We were basically put here to help humankind evolve spiritually and understand these basic truths that all other intelligent life forms have already come to accept. The archaic humans were very spiritual and understood these “universal laws” but due to manipulation from the power-hungry, dependence on material things, and a loss of communication, it seems to have been “bred out” of humans, with the exception of the very few enlightened souls that still walk the planet.

My awakening:

Ever since I was a tiny thing, I always knew I was different. I didn’t quite understand why or how, but I just knew I wasn’t like other people.  I wasn’t necessarily shy, but more so guarded. I could read people like open books and see right through their facades which made me uncomfortable.  After all, ignorance truly is bliss.  I didn’t have very many friends when I was a kid. In fact, I got picked on quite a bit.  I was that smart, quiet girl in the back of the class that knew all the answers and stayed in from recess to help out the teachers.  I actually preferred the company of adults in contrast to people my own age. Even at 23, my best friends are a couple in their 60’s. I just felt that the intellect of adults aligned closer to my own than that of other children. I guess you could say I was awkward by most standards. I’d rather just do my own thing than try to fit in; it always seemed to me that I had something more important to do than to just sit around and play with dolls or think about what color nail polish I should wear. Even to this day I’m like that; I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, and I avoid parties like the plague simply because I think things like that are absolutely asinine and my time is much better spent doing something constructive. Anyway, I’m starting on one of my tangents here lol... gotta get back on track.

I don’t claim to be psychic, but I do have some rather interesting gifts which became clear when I was about two years old and saw the “boogey man” looking at me. As it turned out, it was actually the spirit of my great-grandfather.  As I got a little older, I realized I had several of these gifts (which to me seemed like curses) such as empathetic abilities, clairaudience, astral projection, and being able to trance out at the drop of a hat.  My mom has always been open-minded so she understood I had some heightened awareness, but my dad thought I was nuts. It also didn’t help that it was around age nine that I started realizing I wasn’t originally from here but someplace up in the stars. I started talking about aliens and how I wished they’d come and take me home, which wasn’t a very smart move around my incredibly skeptical and logical-to-a-fault father. When I was 10, he started shipping me around to different psychologists and psychiatrists, who made me take about a million different psychological tests. While they didn’t find any psychological abnormalities with me, they did discover I had an IQ of 144, which is considered borderline genius.

As time went on, I started losing my gifts, but I never lost my trance or empathy abilities. I decided that while it was fine to be my “weird and quirky” self, it probably wasn’t a great idea to keep talking about star people and things like that. I still didn’t understand why exactly I was here or for that matter what exactly I was, but I managed to put it on the backburner for a while and have a relatively normal life.

I always felt this spiritual void, however. Once again I didn’t understand why, so I began studying world religions. When I was about 14, I came across Paganism, which seemed to align closely with many of my own beliefs. I guess that’s what triggered my true spiritual awakening. I took what I liked from Paganism and combined it with Native American beliefs, which gave me Shamanic Paganism.

When I was 16, I began networking with other followers of the “old ways” and I discovered that my way of thinking wasn’t that strange after all. Most importantly, I discovered that I wasn’t alone. There were people out there who wouldn’t look at me like I needed to be in a nuthouse when I started talking about my beliefs and philosophies. I found a great circle of friends via a message board on Yahoo (all of which were at least 20 years my senior) and it was during one of our monthly meet-ups that something just flipped on in my brain. It was that epiphany that led me to realize who I was, what I represented, and what I was sent here to do.

I started referring to myself as a star child long before I ever knew the term was coined. I even had “Hoshiko” (which is Japanese for “star child”) tattooed on my right arm in Kanji when I turned 18. Lest it be said, I was completely floored when I learned that other star kids were starting to not only awaken, but network, get their message out, and actually be taken seriously.

My connections to other planets and dimensions:

My connections have significantly weakened as I’ve gotten older. I used to be in tune with vibrations from other dimensions at all times but I suppose having to suppress my gifts have had an adverse affect on them. While my empathy ability is always “on” so to speak, it’s gotten to the point that I can only “tune in” to people that I’m close to such as my daughter, fiancé, family, and friends. If I need to go extra dimensional or communicate with other forms, I have to trance and astral project. For the most part, I don’t need to seek out information about things. It’s difficult to explain but in a bizarre way it’s similar to when a computer is going through an automatic update. The information is downloaded from the source and then it’s just there. Some people refer to it as intuition, I suppose. It’s merely knowledge and wisdom that seems to have appeared out of nowhere. I suspect these “automatic updates” take place while I’m sleeping.

How I plan to assist our Earth Mother:

Well, contacting Daniel was a start.  I’m out to get people to become aware of the delicate balance our planet has, how it’s totally out-of-whack all because of humanity, and how they need to grow in spirituality to help Her as well as prepare for the coming change. Everything is a balancing act; light and dark, sun and moon, male and female, life and death, etc. and right now, the scales are so tipped that our Mother is very close to doing something cataclysmic to set the balance back. It’s only after people let that which truly does not matter slide that they’ll be able to embrace their love, their spirituality, and their place among our star brothers and sisters. Our Mother is getting rather tired of supporting Her children when they do nothing but turn their back on Her as well as each other.

 While some of our star brothers and sisters look at us with pity and want to intervene with the inevitable, the vast majority of them know that if they step in and try to stop what’s about to happen, humankind will just end up repeating the same mistakes because they didn’t learn their lesson the first time. While I’m certainly not looking forward to the transitional phase that’s very close to happening before we move into the 5th dimension or the Age of Aquarius of whatever you want to call it, I understand it’s necessary in order for humankind as a whole to evolve, take responsibility for their actions, and finally understand that everything they do affects everyone.

I guess what it all boils down to is that I’m here to help those who are willing to be helped.

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